Messiah’s Update for May

Hey guys, its me again

I hope y’all have been having a good time wherever you are. I’m just happy that School is over. I’m gonna be honest, life sometimes stinks. I’m not gonna go into details, but life is just hard sometimes. The thing is, no matter how hard life can be, anyone can always get through it. A lot of y’all know that my girlfriend broke up with me, and that shook me. Everyone said to forget her, and that’s not really who I am, but when it all comes down, and I think about it, its gotta happen someday right? I’m gonna be honest… if there is one thing that foster care taught me, it is to expect the worst. It also teaches you to not to trust people, and to not show emotion. But like I said, forgetting about her has to happen.

Now to the good stuff. This month has been a month a month filled with all of my internship stuff. I have been really busyhelping launch the college summer groups. So far, it has been good. I also still help lead worship at my church. I love feeling like I am useful.

Lastly, I am training to go into the Marines. The training is hard, and I puked for the first time doing a workout. Before I go to bootcamp, I have to lose some weight. Pray as I’m trying to decide whether I want to go active duty or reserves. The plan is to do reserves right now, but that could change. I am excited because I will be happy that I have another family that I can count on, and I know that they will have my back, and they know that I have theirs also. I’m excited to train with other guys who are wanting to achieve the same goal that I want to achieve. These people I know won’t give up on me or leave me. They will become my other family. So just pray that I get back into the shape I was in before I came to college, and that I deicidewhat I want to do.

I hope y’all have a good month, and don’t forget to love the people that love you, and let go of the people that don’t want you.